Once again I’m having to update several months all at once because I can’t keep up with this blog >.< Well where to start..
I just recently had a birthday and turned 19 Can you believe that? It was a pretty good birthday.. I suppose I was a bit disappointed.. My dad and 2 brothers went off camping on the weekend of my birthday which made me a bit sad; it was just my mum and I and my mum didn’t really feel like doing anything so I just sat around. I must admit I was excited waking up in the morning as a 19-year-old, I had so many things I wanted to do that day, maybe go shopping and eat out and spend time with my family. I sat staring at my computer screen for several hours expecting something to happen. It sounds a bit selfish and silly, since I’m only turning 19..it’s not like turning 16 or 21. For me, though, a birthday is the one time of year where I get to do stuff I want to do and be social with my family. Be out and about and reminisce with family. My dad didn’t get home till fairly late, we ate cake and opened presents (I got an S4 and my Dad’s High school Letterman ^-^ ) after, we watched a movie (Which was less interesting as my new toy) then I went to bed. See where I’m getting at? I love my family and all I want to do is be with them that 1 time. Selfish but understandable, right?
A few of my birthday presents not including my Jacket and Phone. I love Hello Kitty if you couldn’t tell..
NEXT! Moving on, I had a ‘seizure’ much before my birthday and have..well, have had an alteration in pronunciation (Haha.. rhyming) To put it in more simple terms,
I sound like an Australian.
Yes,Yes, I realize in many ways in your perspective, it’s super awesome but for me, at first, it wasn’t. I couldn’t speak at all when I first awoke from the episode, which I’ve dealt with before so it was kind of like “Alright brain, we’ve done this already. It’s getting a bit boring.” So basically..Gettin’ tired of my brain’s shit. But I wasn’t about to challenge a brain that seems to have plans of it’s own…which are certainly not mine (@_@) So I dealt with it fine..it was the next morning that my brain said “Challenge Accepted.” and as soon as I opened my mouth to say Good morning to my Cat (Don’t judge me) …instead of a Southern “Mornin’ Kitten.” it came out “Mournin Kintin??…..Whut…WHUT!?” (You get my gist) I had to look around my room and check in the mirror to make sure I didn’t body switch with an Aussie! I didn’t speak to my dad all morning because I was afraid of how ridiculous it was >.< What would I say!? How would he react!? Because let’s face it..it’s extremely ridiculous! But I did tell him after an hour a talking to myself and contemplating possible outcomes. It turned out okay and I got over the depression of my new alterations and embraced them… by telling people I’m from Melbourne, Australia. HAHA! Yes, I really do that but only when people ask me if I’m from the states because I clearly do not sound like it. I did try explaining it once to a store worker about my health and how it came to be but…yeah it didn’t go well at all haha So I decided from then on to be from Australia It’s all good fun.
I’m so friggin lonely! Haha You have to understand that I don’t get out. Like, at all. Sad but true :/ Another reason why I feel about my birthday the way I do. Here’s my average day that I’ve been having for about 3 years..
- Wake up at noon
- Contemplate actually putting on real clothes and makeup
- Don’t put on either
- Computer time!
- Games for 1 hour
- Maybe eat
- More Netflix
- Maybe some drawing
- Only 3pm
- Stare at ceiling for 30min to an hour and wonder why I’m still living.
- Pull myself out of depression
- Dinner Time
- Shower Time
- Maybe a movie with Dad
- Got to bed at 9pm
Now I might go out to the movies or errands with my dad and recently I’ve been hanging with a friend (But that’s run it’s course for reasons I will not share) and an Occasional trip to Dallas for Dr’s (-_-)
Understand this. I am a 19-yr-old Girl with no friends, boyfriend or even enemies.. Soooo, no social life. Chance of Cabin fever setting in randomly at 85% and 100% chance of depression. Have a wonderful day, Liz.
Enough with that short rant heh Thanksgiving is coming up so I’ll be around plenty of Family members to lower my chance of Cabin fever
In case I don’t come back before or on Thanksgiving..